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I have been thinking about writing this post for a few days. The truth is I have wrote many versions tonight. Some sharing everything and pouring out my heart. Some sharing very little and leaving many questions. The truth is I am feeling scared, paranoid and mad. I am the type of person that can start to feel at peace with an emotional situation but when someone brings it up breaks down all over again. So typing out a post explaining our situation is emotionally draining. However I have so many people asking what happened and truly concerned about us. I just want to let you know we are healthy. We are safe and we are trying to be happy. I have been feeling much better the last few days. We have made some major changes. No physical harm was done to us. I just feel a little shook up by the whole experience. I feel like I share a lot on my little blog. I open up about so much but sometimes somethings are best left to yourself and family. So that's how this will be today but thank you for all the emails and comments. Thank you for caring about my family. We have truly felt the love. 

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taking a break

Jayson and I had an unusual day yesterday. Long story short and with out any details... our whole life has been turned around in a matter of hours. I will be taking a slight blogging break just tell I can get a few things figured out. I do have a few post scheduled already for the next couple days. After that it may be a few weeks before I am able to get back to a regular schedule. 

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Happy mothers day

All day today I held my babies a little tighter.

In every way these two have made my life sweeter. 

Being a mother is the greatest blessing my Heavenly Father has given me.

I am truly thankful to be able to call myself their mommy. 

My mother (on the right) is the number one reason I am the woman I am today. I look up to her in so many ways. Words just can not describe the bond we have. I am lucky enough to be able to call her my best friend. I love you mommy.

My mother-in-law (on the left) raised my husband to the wonderful man he is today. She is an amazing example to me. Love you Wawa and thank you for all you do for me.


I truly hope to follow in their foot steps.

Hope all you mamas have an amazing day.

Happy mothers day.

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Mothers who know
Mother told me

A little catch up

    This challenge has been a lot harder for me than I thought it would be. Life just kinds happens, but thats OK. I'm not going to get after myself for rocking the babes to sleep or working on my photography class. I still want to be apart of this so ill just play catch up.      Day 5, Sunday: Publicly profess your love and devotion for one of your blogger friends. What makes them great? Why do you love them? If you don't have blogger friends, talk about a real-life friend or even a family member
Day 6, Monday: If you couldn't answer with your job, how would you answer the question, 'what do you do'?   Day 7, Tuesday: The thing(s) you're most afraid of           Day 5   

   I don't need to tell her. She knows she is my best friend. She knows how hard it has been for me with her gone. How Ty asks countless times a day where she is.    I miss our talks Lunch dates Tanning trips Yogart craves   I miss being outside and hearing your truck pull around the corner.  I miss you surprising me with a diet coke.  I miss Tys face when he sees you walking around the corner. I even miss the fits he throws when you go back to class. I miss all the darling pictures you take of Ember.    I miss pretending to give you advice. When in reality you are so much smarter than I am.  I miss borrowing your clothes.  I miss you getting mad at me for borrowing your clothes.  I miss coming and seeing you.   You running to the grocery store with me.    I miss your smile and sweet spirit you brought into my home.              Day 6   

 I am a mama.    I snuggle.  Wipe tears and bums. Comfort and punish.  Teach and learn.  Play.  Give and receive love.         Day 7   

 For some reason...I am not sure. I am scared of driving.  This doesn't stop me from doing it but  I am constantly imagining the worst possible scenarios.     Having mini panic attacks tell I reach my destination.    I am scared to lose those I am most close with.  A mother losing a child I imagine would be one of the hardest things in this world.  Losing Jayson. Going through life with out him.    I am scared that I don't let the people I love the most know how I feel.  I am scared to hurt another persons feelings. Being the cause of their suffering.               

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