Wednesday, October 24, 2012

too blessed?

Do you ever look at your life and feel like you don't deserve it.
I look at mine and wonder what I ever did to have what I do.

Jayson is my very best friend in the whole world.
I cant think of anyone I would rather be stuck for eternity with.

Have you read a few of the million reasons I love him?
He knows exactly how to calm me and excite me.
How to make me smile and how to make me cry.

He is the person I can tell anything to
and know he will understand me. 

I feel so lucky because I know Jayson loves me. 
I know he will always be there for me.

If there is one thing in life I am sure about..
its Jayson.

and what has he given me?
The most precious thing I could ever ask for.

He made me a mother.  

When I wake up to my babies smiling faces
When Ty wraps his arms around me and says "YEAH!!!"
When Ember smiles in her sleep
or grabs my finger tight
When we rock in the lazyboy and snuggle
When I sing them to sleep
 ...all moments I think I am too blessed. 

Moments like 
When Jayson walks in the room and I get butterflies
When he drives away and my heart cries
When he gives me thee Im so lucky to have you look
When he pinches my toosh when nobody is looking

I don't know why
 or what I did to deserve my family
but I am so grateful for everything and everyone around me