Tuesday, May 7, 2013

A little catch up

This challenge has been a lot harder for me than I thought it would be. Life just kinds happens, but thats OK. I'm not going to get after myself for rocking the babes to sleep or working on my photography class.
I still want to be apart of this so ill just play catch up. 
Day 5, Sunday: Publicly profess your love and devotion for one of your blogger friends. What makes them great? Why do you love them? If you don't have blogger friends, talk about a real-life friend or even a family member

Day 6, Monday: If you couldn't answer with your job, how would you answer the question, 'what do you do'?
  Day 7, Tuesday: The thing(s) you're most afraid of
Day 5 
   I don't need to tell her. She knows she is my best friend. She knows how hard it has been for me with her gone. How Ty asks countless times a day where she is. 
I miss our talks
Lunch dates
Tanning trips
Yogart craves
I miss being outside and hearing your truck pull around the corner. 
I miss you surprising me with a diet coke. 
I miss Tys face when he sees you walking around the corner.
I even miss the fits he throws when you go back to class.
I miss all the darling pictures you take of Ember. 
I miss pretending to give you advice. When in reality you are so much smarter than I am. 
I miss borrowing your clothes. 
I miss you getting mad at me for borrowing your clothes. 
I miss coming and seeing you. 
 You running to the grocery store with me. 
I miss your smile and sweet spirit you brought into my home.       
Day 6 
 I am a mama. 
I snuggle. 
Wipe tears and bums.
Comfort and punish. 
Teach and learn. 
 Give and receive love.  
Day 7 
 For some reason...I am not sure. I am scared of driving. 
This doesn't stop me from doing it but 
I am constantly imagining the worst possible scenarios.    
Having mini panic attacks tell I reach my destination. 
I am scared to lose those I am most close with. 
A mother losing a child I imagine would be one of the hardest things in this world
Losing Jayson. Going through life with out him. 
I am scared that I don't let the people I love the most know how I feel. 
I am scared to hurt another persons feelings. Being the cause of their suffering. 
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