3 years love

3 years ago..

I did my hair, put on my dress and took a deep breath.

 I was about to start my forever.

Jayson and I said "YES!" 

in the St. George Utah Temple

December 11, 2009

It was a day full of family, friends 

and love.

lots and lots of kisses

Jayson and I didn't date long.

Not even a month, before we got engaged. 

I knew Jayson was the one for me after our second date. 

He was funny, kind, sweet, smart

and had shoulder muscles that made me weak.

He was easy to talk to..

We sat in front of the ice cream shop

on that second date.

Eating our ice cream and flirting. 

With no idea at all I looked at my phone and

realized it was past 3am. 

 We were dating semi long distance

so I had over an hours drive home. 

On the way I smiled and sang and cried. 

I knew he was the one I would spend my forever with.

The one I would share my life with. 

The one who would take me to Applebees

;)

Three years later 

I think the third year has been our best.

We are more comfortable with each other than ever.

We know all our strengths and weaknesses. 

We know how to make each other laugh and cry.

 We are sillier than ever. 

Tease and even flirt more. 

I often still feel like I have a crush on my husband. 

He makes me giddy and excited. 

Like I want  to doodle our names on paper outlined in hearts. 

Jayson knows my heart.
and he loves me
I will always love him.

My little Binki babies.

These two are my world. That is no secrete. They are what I fill my day with.

Diapers. nursing. snack time. play time. snuggles. 

wiping noses, tears, bums.

playing cars. pickaboo

baby talk.

Here are a few of my favorite things about my little ones. . . . 

By the morning time rolls around I wake up to Ty

...who has made his way into our bed. . .

 and I'm not the mommy who can kick him out.   

Ty is totally a co-sleeper. 

He falls asleep every night to either Jayson or mines

touch. Either we rock him to sleep, lay with him in his bed

or sit to the side holding his hand.

He falls asleep and I slowly and quietly make my way out of his room. 

As soon as he wakes up (usually three or four in the morning)

he makes his way into our bed. 

Ty is so much like me. So tender and sensitive to all things. 

He loves to snuggle. 

As soon as I pull his little body into our bed he wraps his 

arms around my neck and presses his face up against mine. 

My heart melts.

 and although I am usually uncomfortable

the peace that fills my heart sooths me to sleep.

 Now miss Ember. . .

I can't even begin to explain how sweet she is. 

She has this smile that makes everyone stop and stare.

 and a laugh that is so happy and excited. 

I know in my heart that she knows she is loved.

As soon as our eyes meet she smiles so big. 

She knows I am her mommy and 

she knows that I love her.