A little catch up

    This challenge has been a lot harder for me than I thought it would be. Life just kinds happens, but thats OK. I'm not going to get after myself for rocking the babes to sleep or working on my photography class. I still want to be apart of this so ill just play catch up.      Day 5, Sunday: Publicly profess your love and devotion for one of your blogger friends. What makes them great? Why do you love them? If you don't have blogger friends, talk about a real-life friend or even a family member
Day 6, Monday: If you couldn't answer with your job, how would you answer the question, 'what do you do'?   Day 7, Tuesday: The thing(s) you're most afraid of           Day 5   

   I don't need to tell her. She knows she is my best friend. She knows how hard it has been for me with her gone. How Ty asks countless times a day where she is.    I miss our talks Lunch dates Tanning trips Yogart craves   I miss being outside and hearing your truck pull around the corner.  I miss you surprising me with a diet coke.  I miss Tys face when he sees you walking around the corner. I even miss the fits he throws when you go back to class. I miss all the darling pictures you take of Ember.    I miss pretending to give you advice. When in reality you are so much smarter than I am.  I miss borrowing your clothes.  I miss you getting mad at me for borrowing your clothes.  I miss coming and seeing you.   You running to the grocery store with me.    I miss your smile and sweet spirit you brought into my home.              Day 6   

 I am a mama.    I snuggle.  Wipe tears and bums. Comfort and punish.  Teach and learn.  Play.  Give and receive love.         Day 7   

 For some reason...I am not sure. I am scared of driving.  This doesn't stop me from doing it but  I am constantly imagining the worst possible scenarios.     Having mini panic attacks tell I reach my destination.    I am scared to lose those I am most close with.  A mother losing a child I imagine would be one of the hardest things in this world.  Losing Jayson. Going through life with out him.    I am scared that I don't let the people I love the most know how I feel.  I am scared to hurt another persons feelings. Being the cause of their suffering.               

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